It amazes me that sometimes I give all of me to an endeavor. At other times, I only give some of me. I’m not sure it is even a conscious venture for me.
It is possible – in identity theory – to have many possible and seemingly opposing “I” positions – where you can fully give all of you in one situation and only give some in another. It’s also possible to not be aware of it.
I am just amazed though that even when I only give some of me to the situation, that all of me is affected or sometimes benefits from it. It’s amazing that all of me is blessed even when I only give some of me. I’ll try and give all of me to everything that I do, but in those cases where I only give some of me, I think all of me still feels the affect of it. I really don’t expect anyone to understand – but that’s the whole reason for writing these things I guess. It is such a random idea, but it sure felt good to write it out.